I’m A Bit Confused At The Moment

I’m currently at the point in my life where people expect me to make decisions that will affect the whole rest of my life.  The only thing I’m certain of right now in my life is that I’m not certain about anything.  I can barley make up my mind whenever I have to chose what I wan to eat, and now I’m expected to know where I want my life to go and how I’m going to get there.  I don’t want to be an adult.  I’m still 12 inside!  How do taxes work and how am I supposed to be left alone to  take care of myself?  I just can’t wrap my mind around having to make crucial life decisions when I still wake up on Saturday mornings to watch cartoons and eat Lucky Charms.  I can’t even keep my room clean and in order, how am I supposed to keep a life together?  The worst part is having to face the fact that I have to get money somehow, and that means getting a job.  I don’t want a job.  The jobs that involve me doing something I like don’t pay very much.  Which I don’t have a problem with it’s just a certain amount of money is needed to pay bills and buy food.

I don’t know whatever happens happens.  I’ll be fine.  Life will go on.